Every day my body fights against itself because of the Endo. However, when I get sick my body sort of forgets about the Endo and attacks whatever else is wrong with me. So when I get a cold, like I have now, my pain worsens. Which, to be honest with you, I do not think is fair. Hello?! Do I not have to deal enough with being sick! Hmph. That's just the way it is though, it's something I've come to expect when I get sick. However, today my pain is so severe I'm finding my self crying out in pain. I was at work this morning going through someone's clothes that they were consigning and started sneezing. I believe they have a cat in their house - which I'm allergic to. Sneezing hurts normally but this was intense. It feels like I have a balloon filled with air inside of me. I have a lot of outwards pressure with sharp pain when I move, sneeze, go to the bathroom, anything. I am wondering if this isn't the Endometriosis pain but possible IC pain? I have the appointment with the Urologist on Wednesday and I'll be talking to them about this. I know for sure that when I go to the bathroom I shouldn't be crying out in pain because of the pressure/sharp pain that I'm having though. I know that is not normal. I've dealt with this pain before, it isn't, by any means, a new pain but it is a severe pain. I've always just thought it was Endo, possibly growing on my bladder. Now I'm thinking maybe it isn't. Maybe it is something else. *sigh* I guess we'll see. For now I'm at home waiting for the pain medicine to kick in. My grama has Haleigh until Tyrone gets off of work. I hope I'll be feeling better later.
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Hugs. I just want you to get some answers. I want them to say, "this is what you have" and "this is what we are going to do about it" so that you can move on with your life. Because right now, what you are going through is not life. You are going through hell and that isn't fair to your or your beautiful family. They need to find something for you and I pray soon. Good luck on Wednesday!
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